Four Weeks Old Today

 

Already.

Where did those first few weeks go? Most of the first was in the hospital – has it already been several weeks since we were discharged? The time has passed in a sleep deprived fog for me, but the moments have been all too precious just the same.  Well, the moments when he wasn’t screaming anyway. As I write this, I’m watching him sleep, his little fist near his mouth, so content and peaceful.  And I realize these weeks of so little sleep are all worth it. 

Tomorrow morning he will be getting circumcised. I’m not looking forward to it.  The very thought of him being in real pain horrifies me.  But I know those moments will pass soon, he’ll heal, and he will not have any memory of it.  But the time between now and then will have me completely heartbroken.

 
 
 

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